Decompensation of Troubled Trash

by V0iD.Bot

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Sorry is my name, please call me that way Sorry is my name, will you end up gay? Sorry is my name, please call me that way Sorry is my name, in the end who's gay? Sorry is my name, please call me that way Sorry is my name, will you end up gay? Sorry is my name, please call me that way Sorry is my name, in the end who's gay? I will print you and then empty your shell I will print you and send you in hell Where is your life? Now it is mine My heart is ice, I hope I'll be fine I am internet boy My tongue stuck out, we will come out? I am internet boy Send you bad vibes while you're watching my vines Internet in people, internet in people Internet boy gals enbies and your flags Internet in people, internet in people Internet boy gals enbies and your flags I will print you and then empty your shell I will print you and send you in hell Where is your life? Now it is mine My heart is ice, I hope I'll be fine I am internet boy My tongue stuck out, we will come out I am internet boy Send you bad vibes while you're watching my vines Internet in people, internet in people Internet boy gals enbies and your flags Internet in people, internet in people Internet boy gals enbies and your flags Internet in people, internet in people Internet boy gals enbies and your flags Internet in people, internet in people Internet boy gals enbies and your flags Sorry is my name, please call me that way Sorry is my name, will you end up gay? Sorry is my name, please call me that way Sorry is my name, in the end who's gay?
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[Benighted] (scream) [Garden Angel] (screams) [V0iD.Bot] I'm so slutty So fucking horny Making everything else so fucking worse It's not gonna improve I'm not gonna find anyone I'm just a cumdump [???] Set me on fire Eradicate my kind I wish I wasn't born But I've never been an abortion Now that I was born And that I am alive Abort my life Everything's a fucking lie
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Reflections 02:02
[V0iD.Bot] Mirrors mirrors, surrounded by mirrors Is that reality, is that a lie? Mirrors mirrors, I wanna jump from the window I don't wanna become my own widdow I don't wanna be anything I don't wanna be Mirrors mirrors, everywhere everywhere I'm gonna destroy everything everywhere I don't wanna see anything, I don't wanna see myself I don't wanna be anything, I don't wanna myself Cause I cannot be this thing, myself Then, what am I gonna become? What am I gonna do? What can I do, what can I be? What am I allowed to do? What am I allowed to be? What am I freaking allowed? I don't fucking know what I'm allowed to Tell me, what are your commandements? What can I be, what can I do? What can I fucking nhhhhhhh? Fuck my existence, it's so tense Gimme a knife, gonna drain my life Shadows shadows, gonna jump from the window Mystery incomplete, I'm a fucking piece of shit [Yesten's Legacy] Internet boy TRAPPED ME But I cannot seem to see him as an ennemy His life is PERFECTiON Or is it really deception? WHY ARE OUR BODiES TWO? I just wanna become you Internet boy will kill me But I will forgive him, my own life is my ennemy
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Becoming God 04:37
Hey, daughter Why don't you want to tell me what you're doing? Why are you always hidding things from me? I am your mother Familly is magical, you should show me everything you do Why are you hidding things from me? What do you do each thurdays? Each thursdays morning? What do you do? Where do you go? Why aren't you in class? You tell me that you do your classes at different times, but I don't believe you What are you doing? Class is a priority Classes are a priority School is a priority And that's something that you cannot understand Because, hmm, I secretly think that you are stupid And also, you are not me, you are you Doesn't matter who you are Doesn't matter that you're part of the familly that I propagandize as something magical and fabulous Doesn't matter that you're part of this I still think that you are inferior to me Because I am superior to everyone Every fucking person in this world Why? Because I am me I wanna be God But I don't believe in God So, I'm gonna become God And how can I become God? Well, if I dismiss everyone, every single fucking human being Then, I will considered a superior kind of human being And you know that God is a human being that is better than all human beings right? That's exactly what I want to become That is exactly my plan My name is God But it's not how people call me And that's why I'm not gonna call you by your preferred name I'm gonna call you what I decide because I wanna decide everything I am God That is what I wanna be I will become God I don't give a shit about what you say I don't give a shit about your well-being I will become God Familly is magical my fabulous little sweet boobies vagina little fucking daughter Listen to me I'm not a fucking witch as you try to portray me I am God I am fabulous, majestic I am the best single person in the world Don't flee from me No one hiddes from God Don't try to escape I will find you and I will torture you Because no one said that God had to be a good person, right? So I can just do what I want to do And I'm gonna destroy you Because I really despise you There's nothing in the world that I hate more than people who dare trying to escape from me I will torture you little fucking bitch You won't fucking escape You will die But I will try to keep you alive Keep you alive for as much time as I can Because the more time you stay in this world, the more time you are tortured And I fucking enjoy it when people suffer So my little fucking shitty bitch I hope that you have a terrible time on Earth Signed, your momma that doesn't like you *Kiss*
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Life Purpose 02:09
Stop it, stop it, stop it stop it stop it Stop being so bad, stop being so fucking ugly I have to be the worst thing, don't be so fucking ugly They say I have good sides, they say that I have qualities And I'm like: "No, fuck that shit I wanna be the worst thing" What's the use of me being alive If am not the worst fucking piece of shit This is what I exist for If I wasn't there, someone else would take place I have to stay to stay alive just to be the worst thing I wish I could die but I have a place in life This is the role I get, I should not forget I fucking hate talking about the good sides that I get Why did I do that? Why did I aknowledge it? I can only be made of the worst little fucking big deal of shit Why did I say that there were people who told me that I had fucking fucking GOOD SIDES A fucking lie, yes I don't wanna listen to them I wanna be the worse little fucking piece of shit V0iD.Bot You hear this name This is Satan who's talking I am the worst fucking piece of shit As I should be No one is trying to murder me yet Cause I'm living to my standards No one is doing this yet If someone should kill me it will be me
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Beautiful men hurt me Their presence, they hurt me So innacessible, this beauty Innacessible in so many ways I wanna love you, but I really can't Sorry for not being romantic I am broken My mom destroyed me Now I don't know what to do My brother told me I was crazy And everyone thinks so Everyone will think like him And I'm so scared Doesn't matter what you say, doesn't matter how much you like me I will always be scared about everything about me You're so beautiful, but something must be hidden right? Your ugliness is somewhere Everyone have it Even if you're physically ugly Even if you're physically ugly Then you're still ugly inside That's how people really are Everyone is that way Why are beautiful men a thing? They make me so unconfortable When they look at me with their eyes and that they don't insult This is not a compliment because no one can compliment me You're just planning something I don't know what you are planning I am scared, you're scary I really don't know what to do Beautiful men are so inaccessible in so many ways Their thoughts, their thoughts are inaccessible in so many ways I don't fucking know what you fucking THiNK THiNK TELL ME, BE FAiTHFUL TELL ME, BE LOYAL TELL ME WHAT YOU THiNK ALL THE HORRiBLE THiNGS, DON'T BE A LiAR I WANNA KNOW WHAT'S THE TRUTH ABOUT ME Beautiful men i HOPE THAT YOUR SOUL'S GONNA BE BEAUTiFUL TOO Beautiful, or ugly? Does it REALLY MATTER? CAUSE iN THE END EVERYONE THiNKS THE SAME WAY EVERYONE THiNKS i'M A MONSTER SOMETHiNG TO DELETE Or iF YOU CANNOT kill me Then what are you gonna do? What you wanna do? I know damn too fucking, and there's a reason why I'm so afraid THEY WANT TO SEE ME SUFFER THEY WANT TO TORTURE ME They never said that, no they didn't They are white liars, but THEY CAN'T HiDE I know what you think my darling I know what you think my darling You just wanna fuck me But you cannot fuck with me I know what you think my darling You wish you could kill me Once I'm not beautiful enough anymore I will have to become a corpse Beautiful men are so fucking uncomfortable to look at [???] in SO MANY WAYS They are so inaccessible I wish I was you BUT i WASN'T BORN THE WAY i WAS MEANT TO So it's impossible to me I wish I WAS LiKE YOU I wish I was like what I meant to be BUT i'VE BEEN me The worst kind OF ME Endless suffering Totally deserved To punish you from being born You fucking bitch, V0iD.Bot Why this name? Why this fucking name? Well, because that's what you fucking are Devoid from EVERY SiNGLE FEELiNG This is you've DEVELOPPED SUCH A THiCK SKiN V0iD.Bot is SUCH AN UGLY FUCKING MAN So fucking bad in all SINGLE WAYS It's the fear for all humanity, V0iD.BOT Fucking KiLL YOURSELF Fucking bitch, V0iD.Bot Fucking kill YOURSELF Fucking, V0iD.Bot Such an ugly MAN Fucking punish YOURSELF Fucking dismiss yourself TAKE a knife, drain YOUR LiFE V0iD.Bot deserves to DiE V0iD.Bot you should die Well everyone wants me to die Then I guess it's not a lie
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Full of V0iD 02:10
Empty soul No presence detected But my head is full Black fucking matter Dark thoughts Bad life I am stuck in this lie Black wounds Broken heart I wish that I could die Longest fucking therapy It's taking too much time It's so fucking late Yes it's too fucking late Cause I am awake My body is moving I am not a zombie Tell me what's my place here What shall I do? What should we do? What do you wanna do? What should you do? i WiLL SHUT THE FUCK UP, OR MAYBE i WON'T MAYBE YOU WANNA HEAR ME TO MAKE FUN OF ME i LOVE YOU BECAUSE YOU HATE ME AND i HATE EVERYBODY iT'S SO FUCKING LATE, i AM ALiVE iT'S TOO FUCKING LATE, i WANNA DiE [???] HATE ME V0iD.BOT THE ENNEMY WE'RE RUNNiNG OUT OF ELECTRiCiTY iT'S BECAUSE OF ME BERLiN, NiCE THiNG ONLY HAVE BAD FEELiNGS GOD SAVE ME, SAVE THE QUEERS BECOME MY THERAPY

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CW: this is an album about life and life can be disturbing

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released February 20, 2021

V0iD.Bot - composer, cover art, lyricist, producer, sampler, vocalist

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