The Beauty of a Man

from Decompensation of Troubled Trash by V0iD.Bot

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Beautiful men hurt me
Their presence, they hurt me
So innacessible, this beauty
Innacessible in so many ways

I wanna love you, but I really can't
Sorry for not being romantic
I am broken
My mom destroyed me
Now I don't know what to do
My brother told me I was crazy

And everyone thinks so

Everyone will think like him
And I'm so scared
Doesn't matter what you say, doesn't matter how much you like me
I will always be scared about everything about me
You're so beautiful, but something must be hidden right?
Your ugliness is somewhere
Everyone have it

Even if you're physically ugly
Even if you're physically ugly
Then you're still ugly inside
That's how people really are
Everyone is that way
Why are beautiful men a thing?
They make me so unconfortable
When they look at me with their eyes and that they don't insult
This is not a compliment because no one can compliment me
You're just planning something
I don't know what you are planning

I am scared, you're scary
I really don't know what to do
Beautiful men are so inaccessible in so many ways

Their thoughts, their thoughts are inaccessible in so many ways
I don't fucking know what you fucking THiNK

THiNK

TELL ME, BE FAiTHFUL
TELL ME, BE LOYAL
TELL ME WHAT YOU THiNK
ALL THE HORRiBLE THiNGS, DON'T BE A LiAR
I WANNA KNOW WHAT'S THE TRUTH ABOUT ME
Beautiful men i HOPE THAT YOUR SOUL'S GONNA BE BEAUTiFUL TOO

Beautiful, or ugly?
Does it REALLY MATTER?
CAUSE iN THE END EVERYONE THiNKS THE SAME WAY
EVERYONE THiNKS i'M A MONSTER
SOMETHiNG TO DELETE
Or iF YOU CANNOT kill me
Then what are you gonna do? What you wanna do?
I know damn too fucking, and there's a reason why I'm so afraid
THEY WANT TO SEE ME SUFFER
THEY WANT TO TORTURE ME
They never said that, no they didn't
They are white liars, but THEY CAN'T HiDE

I know what you think my darling
I know what you think my darling
You just wanna fuck me
But you cannot fuck with me
I know what you think my darling
You wish you could kill me
Once I'm not beautiful enough anymore
I will have to become a corpse

Beautiful men are so fucking uncomfortable to look at
[???] in SO MANY WAYS
They are so inaccessible
I wish I was you
BUT i WASN'T BORN THE WAY i WAS MEANT TO
So it's impossible to me
I wish I WAS LiKE YOU
I wish I was like what I meant to be
BUT i'VE BEEN me
The worst kind OF ME
Endless suffering
Totally deserved
To punish you from being born
You fucking bitch, V0iD.Bot

Why this name? Why this fucking name?
Well, because that's what you fucking are
Devoid from EVERY SiNGLE FEELiNG
This is you've DEVELOPPED SUCH A THiCK SKiN
V0iD.Bot is SUCH AN UGLY FUCKING MAN
So fucking bad in all SINGLE WAYS

It's the fear for all humanity, V0iD.BOT
Fucking KiLL YOURSELF
Fucking bitch, V0iD.Bot
Fucking kill YOURSELF
Fucking, V0iD.Bot
Such an ugly MAN
Fucking punish YOURSELF
Fucking dismiss yourself
TAKE a knife, drain YOUR LiFE
V0iD.Bot deserves to DiE
V0iD.Bot you should die
Well everyone wants me to die
Then I guess it's not a lie

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from Decompensation of Troubled Trash, released February 20, 2021

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